Unhappy - down

I don't like to be at home.
I'm not willing to see her at all!
Because she's always buying for the other side!
She's always not fair!
Ma de!
Shit!
Deng!!

I am unhappy these few days.

24 July
I'm about to lose control.
Because I think that's not fair.
I felt like cheated.

I told her something.
But I regret telling her.
Because I afraid that she will avoid me in the future.

23 July
i felt like hitting the wall.
Because I am mad at someone.
I had no idea how to calm myself down.
Therefore I sat alone at the APD by myself.
watching them having their competition.
Some people put my plane.
Haiz...

Sometimes feel very down.
Until I cry.
locked myself in the room.