8th of December

I saw spider web and the spider in my blog.

Today they had their Biology papers.
We had our Physics and Biology lessons.
Ms.Ng had told us about her dogs.
I thought that she wanted to cry at that time.
and I said: Don't cry la.
Finished our lesson.
Ms.Ng fetched me, Zhen and CarmenLim to Pan Mee dong.

It's cloudy day now.
CarmenLim ordered Longan Nai for us.
Zhen ordered Pan Mee.
I asked Zhen: How we back if raining?
Hong Long long!
The sky's rumbling.

Ok, it's raining cats and dogs now.
Our eyes were O.O Oh my God...
We used EAT to covered and avoided to think about this.
We chatted about THEM, about WalaoEh group, about our plans after their exam, about the happy moments with THEM...
The cold weather made me and Carmen kept shivering, haha...

When the rain became not so heavy,
we decided to play XinYan with phone.
But unsuccessful, because she didn't accept Zhen's call.
Carmen called her again with her phone, and XinYan accepted xD
Then talked lo.

Suddenly Carmen said: Shh, she wanted to tell us something.
We kept quiet and she turned on the speaker.
XinYan said: I scare Jeat Yinn will cry.
Har? I started afraid of it.
I replied: I cried ady. What happen?
XinYan: About KarYee.
Har! What happen on her? I was nervous... I scared... Some pictures appeared in mind...
I asked: What happen? with a nervousness sound.
XinYan: She's going for Ns very far away on 2nd of Jan next year.
I was stunned by it.
I asked: Where?
XinYan: Very far, need to flight to there.
We asked: Sabah?
XinYan: Nop, more far.
We: Sarawak?.....

It's really bolt from the blue.

I was silenced at the moment.
I didn't answered XinYan,
what I wanted to say, stuck in my throat.

I don't know...
Don't know how to describe my feeling.

Carmen gone.
Zhen and me went away from the stall.
Suddenly,
Zhen: SeiLou! We forgot to pay for the Longan Nai!
Then he ran back and paid for that.

We're very fish!


We went to the bus stop.
There were many memories let us to think back.
We didn't walk the way together for a SUPER long time.
We waited for the bus for a SUPER long time too!
Zhen captured the picture of the drain, the SUPER dirty drain beside the bus stop,
and I looked at the drain too.
Then I suddenly said,

YER, SHARK!

Zhen turned his face to the position of me.
He looked like Diok Cheh Gia.
Haha xD
Bus came.
but it was crowded of people.
The stupid brainless people from bus stop all fought to get up to the bus,
like previous life never take bus, stupid.
Then me and Zhen didn't get up to the bus,
We GENTLEMAN DOES NOT FIGHT WITH STUPID xD
We took the following bus back,
back without fighting,
less people some more, so good.
Even though we waited it for almost 2 hours.

At night,
Carmen called me.
She told me about something.
She's sad, I also very sad.
So I asked her to accompany me.
She told me,
someone said,
Don't think about this first, the most important is to appreciate the time and play with her.

You can't ever know what's the expressions, feelings and reactions
of the people who beside the phone.
I told you I'm nothing, but isn't mean that I'm really nothing.

KarYee told me something,
this sentence touched my heart so much,

People can look you down, but you can't look down yourself.

I slept at the SUPER late time.

I wana become stronger...

That's all,
bYe.